君のことを考えて、君がどれだけムラムラさせてくれるかを考えながら自慰行為をする

I want you to know how much I'm attracted to you, not only because of how beautiful you are physically, but because of the energy and connection we share. Every time I am close to you, I feel a mixture of admiration and desire for the way your presence surrounds me. It's hard to describe, but there's something about you that awakens in me a deep fascination, which goes beyond the physical. I would love to be able to share more moments with you, explore this chemistry between us and discover what really unites us.